Monday, July 11, 2011

Painting a Picture

"Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength."

I have a few things I want to accomplish w/ Myself before summer ends

-I already mentioned my hair... I hope to make progress; I remember when I counted every hair strand that came out and checked to see if it was shed hairs or breakage. That much obsession is long gone. I will continue on this journey since I know the basics of what to do to my hair and what not to do to my hair.

-I ordered two books from BOOKDepository.Com and Iam super excited about their arrivals. I wish to spend alot of time reading outside in the park or a random bench with a book in my hand.

-Pray more and open up my Bible t o read

-At 23, Iam done w/ the drunkard nights... I will go sparingly w/ my friends out to the bar or club but something in-me is throughtly done with the thought of being drunk, dressed-half naked and having a guy grab me to rub his meat on me.

-However, Iam looking to take dancing lessons in Zouk and Salsa. I know a lil bit of Zouk and Kompa but I want to master it. I know a lil bit of Merengue but I want to own the dance floor if a Merengue or Salsa song comes on. I find those dances so much more sensual and sexy.

-I'm grateful for the close friends I have. To those who've always been there, you've helped me through some tough moments. To those who've left, you've made me more aware of the value of my remaining friendships.

-Lastly to the guy that I love (Salve)... "Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay."

I dont know if this is me growing-up or having some type of identity crisis... Either way Iam somewhat painting a picture of what I want out of my life right now.

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