Thursday, July 14, 2011

wheres my money?

Ive put a temporay half on my bad shopping habit and when I look at my baking statement... Iam still broke.

I dont undertand where all my money go to?

I my last impulse buy was a black romper/jumpsuit from Forever 21 and I can NOT find it for the life of me.
I have plans to spend my weekend in Cape Cod and Iam already planning my outfits.

These braids are being taken out TONIGHT after I make a short trip to the mall


Monday, July 11, 2011

Painting a Picture

"Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength."

I have a few things I want to accomplish w/ Myself before summer ends

-I already mentioned my hair... I hope to make progress; I remember when I counted every hair strand that came out and checked to see if it was shed hairs or breakage. That much obsession is long gone. I will continue on this journey since I know the basics of what to do to my hair and what not to do to my hair.

-I ordered two books from BOOKDepository.Com and Iam super excited about their arrivals. I wish to spend alot of time reading outside in the park or a random bench with a book in my hand.

-Pray more and open up my Bible t o read

-At 23, Iam done w/ the drunkard nights... I will go sparingly w/ my friends out to the bar or club but something in-me is throughtly done with the thought of being drunk, dressed-half naked and having a guy grab me to rub his meat on me.

-However, Iam looking to take dancing lessons in Zouk and Salsa. I know a lil bit of Zouk and Kompa but I want to master it. I know a lil bit of Merengue but I want to own the dance floor if a Merengue or Salsa song comes on. I find those dances so much more sensual and sexy.

-I'm grateful for the close friends I have. To those who've always been there, you've helped me through some tough moments. To those who've left, you've made me more aware of the value of my remaining friendships.

-Lastly to the guy that I love (Salve)... "Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay."

I dont know if this is me growing-up or having some type of identity crisis... Either way Iam somewhat painting a picture of what I want out of my life right now.

Thursday, July 7, 2011


Iam back

Work has blocked n taken away blogger and all other blogging sites

But I still kept at it and Today it looks to be BACK

--------------------------------------------------------------- All Ive got for an update is my hair.

Iam looking to get back to properly taking care of it... Winter & Spring seems to be the hardest n laziest times for me to give my hair some attention.

no more excuses... Summer is here and I will be giving my hair some LTC. No more breakage and Lots of growth <Hopefully>

 Its been 2weeks... And Iam maintaing the braids very nicely. I tie my hair down nightly before bed. And in the morning I apply some moisturizer and some oil to the braids.
The front left half of my hair is a-lot looser with new-growths compared to the Back and the right side.

Lastly, I mixed and started a Sulfur Oil Mix to apply nightly for the next 2weeks. Hopefully I can go another 2weeks with the braids. Braids are a great way to tell me how much growth I hope to get from the Oil mix.

So glad to be back